Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Blog It Out

Two blogs in two days - Can this be true? Oh yes sir!

In an attempt to get the ball rolling again I am on a blog mission :: Blog it out.

Today in class our professor asked us to discuss what characteristics a person needs to be a missionary. We got into groups to discuss and two of us quickly pointed out the obvious, adaptability, culturally aware, flexible so on and so forth. It wasn't until one guy shared that a person needs to be Kingdom minded or filled with the spirit that I stopped to think about what he actually meant. It sounds so simple. Duh, of course you need to have spirit within you. But it was more than that. A person needs to exude the spirit in all aspects of their life so that not only are your words speaking for you but your actions are dually doing the same. Both equally important.

This reminded me of when I had first started at my current job. A co-worker once commented that I was always smiling and so happy. Like I was filled with joy all the time. Almost two years later and ironically this co-worker is now the person that I have the most hard time to get along with. I'm pretty sure he would not say the same about me now.

I've lost it. Lost the "sparkle". The joy that fills, well at least outwardly. And although from the moment I step into the doors at work my first thought is "when can I get out of here?" it really shouldn't be.

So again to the turning of the metaphorical leaf. (This leaf has turned so many times it's spinning) Oh well. Lets give it another shot. Let the goal be to be joy-filled and joyful.

After all :: Work's not THAT bad. I get to chat and make these awesome little paper toys... It's the little things.

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2 comments:

  1. Yeah girl! Two posts!! Keep it up. It sounds like you've really stumbled upon something! We both know how it is to be discouraged at work. Something I think about now is... based on my attitute and behavior, can people see that something is different about me? Can they see the love of Christ shining through me? More often than not, I think the answer to that question is 'no' which is a sad thing.

    So hang in there, my friend. This will be a journey for both of us. It might not be easy, but we can do it!

    p.s. i'm jealous of your paper toys. :)

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  2. Thanks Molly. I love chatting with you. It's like we journey through work together even though we don't physically work together! Love you!

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